Jexa all I can say at the moment is I hope the yuckyness is starting to lessen a bit. I experienced an intense wave of ick this week too, I thought having told my story a while back that I had rid me of these feelings. But this week I am again asking myself...does it ever go away? So far my experience has indicated NO. But I do now think that I get less caught up in it than I did before...maybe that is what healing is.

(((Jexa)) I hope these feeling pass quickly for you.