so for whatever reason I have real bad blood pressure, it's already caused some complications with my health but it's never really bothered me much.

Still my family keeps harping on me to keep seeing the doctor and to take the medication they give me but the medicine makes my blood feel like slushy mix. I feel better with my blood pressure elevated, and I know it's causing cardio vascular problems and the doctors say I'll be lucky to last a few years without a serious stroke or heart attack but what reason would I want to add years to my life when the way to do it makes me more miserable? Isn't it better to live a short life that you feel fine than a long drawn out one where you don't ever want to do anything?

I've tried different medications, I'm not all that concerned about finding a solution to be honest. I think the sooner it does the damage the better probably. dunno.. not sure if I care enough to do anything about it, i mean should I?