My husband always gets upset during April and this year (our 5th year together), I felt the same way. "Here we go again." I can only assume something terrible happened to him in April. I asked him why he always gets upset, what's wrong with April? He never answered me. I asked him this April and last April as well. But I can't wait for May. He's done better this year though, maybe he realized what was wrong when I asked him. I get upset in certain months too, but I haven't really understood why. August is the worst for me. I suppose, because it is the month my mother, sister, and I would come back from New York every year and we were reunited with my father and the abuse would began again. Also, it is my father and abusive ex's birthday month. And the month we would go back to school, not so bad when I was living with my father as well, but you know how it is. Knowing why you feel a certain way around anniversaries can help. My grandmother has found it to help her a lot.