((((Wantingtodie))))

Thank you for posting and reaching out. I think you are doing a great job and the fact that you are in school at 38 is awsome. I am 47 and in school. So keep doing what you are doing. You are the important one. What you feel and think do matter. You have a right to hear that you are doing a great job and if those in your life cannot see it then they are the ones missing out.

I think you should keep going save and get a place of your own. By keeping on you will win. They do not deserve to win for it is your life and what you do is about you. Keep reaching out and know that we are here for you. Know that we are listening and that we care. I know sometimes those that are suppose to love you seem to not see what you are doing. But you know. And that is the one to count in the end. Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps