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Old Apr 18, 2010, 12:09 AM
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Location: I live with myself. Because that is all I can depend on. Everthing around me changes.
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It's been a year now since my aunt passed away of cancer.

Am I normal?

Because I was doing better before and now I am crying in my sleep, dreaming about her and waking up Dane.

People say I am just nuts and dwelling on it.

Am I?

I don't mean to.

But it comes out in my sleep and i am so tired all the time.

I can't afford therapy, either.

B.
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