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Old Sep 20, 2005, 10:03 AM
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(((((((((kimmy)))))))))))

yep you described me too. the little things often make me unhinge while bigger things leave me completely numb. it always makes me feel like a freak too, especially since my mother is such a drama queen.

i often think, if little things get to me so much, what am i gonna do when i have to work outside of my numb shields? yikes, it's a scary prospect.

anyway, no you're not a freak at all. it's just another way of dealing with things.

-shadow
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