(((((((((((((((((jexa))))))))))))))))))))
I'm glad you're feeling a little better.
I think it is normal for things to be scary right now...you are going into unchartered territory with disclosing things to your T. But it seems like an important step in your healing process.
Try to have patience with yourself and the process, and be gentle with yourself while you are going through this. I know - easier said then done but maybe a good reminder.
I think you are being very courageous.