((((Atrey))))

Just thinking of you and wanted to say that I am sorry you are having to go through this. The fact of pushing her away from having emotional ties or any other connection so that they do not have the chance to push away first is understandable and also something that we have done and do. If somehow we can make it our fault so that when they leave or go away it is something we did then it is somehow something we can deal with better than giving them the opportunity to walk away first.

I know that this is hard for you and I think you need to do what is best for you. I do think with all you have coming up that having that support is important. But only you know how much you can handle. I think Elysium said something when she talked about your t not wanting to invalidate you. I really do not know. But you know how it is for you and what is going on within yourself.

Know that we are here for you and we will walk with you as you find your way. I hope that when you move you will find someone that you will feel comfotable with and who will validate all of you. We care and we are listening. Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps