i am so far from being able to think my therapist cares about me or anything that happened to me in my life.i think it is a small part of my problem talking to her.my thiughts are this.
when i was younger if my mother didnt like something i said or a face i made she would take me and put my head in the toilet and flush saying i had a sewer mouth etc...when i was older i use to cut myself quite badly.soooo in maby talking to my T about things in my past i feel...if i do she listens to me goes home and eats dinner..i go home cut up my arms and give myself swirlys.why would i want to talk and i know she doesnt care how could she.
sorry about the analogey but it was the best way to describe that i dont believe a therapist could ever care about us as much as we care about the things that happened to us in the past