i'v not had a good moring.. I had a fight with my mom today.. about my daughter she has custody of..

so my day went from good to bad..
I am trying to think of how to post about it, because I have never really talked about it on the fourms before and not sure how to either..

I woke up in a good mood, but now, I am not so sure,.. I am at school that is why I do not have MSN, on or YIM. I can not turn either of them on while at school I almost wished I had stayed at home.. I would not feel this way so alone and no one to talk to..

I am so on edge right now.. it sucks to be this way.. I hate it.. I have never talked like I did to my mom, but she wants me to be me.. and I will from now on.. She took my child away from me.. and I finally had the nerver to tell her that..
she did not like it.. but I did..
I hate it.. I cant handle this stress of not having bree in my life but when she said breanna calls her mommie and my father daddie it hurt me to no end.. I just started to cry i lost it when she started talking about the fact that I could not bring her home because I would have problems worse than I do know how can a mother say that to her daughter and expect her not to bet upset?????

I just do nto know what to do.. I know what I want to do, is curl up and cry and bawl till no more tears are left, in my heart, stops beatin in my chest, but then my other child would be motherless and that would not be good for her..
someone guide me as to hlep me thourgh this rough day..