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Apr 18, 2010, 11:00 AM
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Member Since: Nov 2009
Location: alabama
Posts: 193
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I WENT TO THE PSYDR. APPT. ON THURSDAY, FINALLY WORKED UP THE COURAGE TO MENTION THE COMPULSIVE SELF-INJURY ISSUE IVE DEALT WITH 15 YEARS, HES ONLY SEEN ME TWICE AND BECAUSE IT IS A CLINIC AND ALL, ITS DONE ON A VIDEO CONFERENCE. I REALLY LIKE HIS PERSONALITY, HES 81-LOOKS IN HIS 50'S, FEISTY AND SHARP, BUT THE RESPONSE I GOT WAS "YOUR A SMART GIRL, ITS MIND OVER MATTER"!! NOW THIS IS SOMETHING THAT IVE WOKEN UP TO FIND MYSELF DOING, SCRATHCHING UNTIL THERES QUITE ALOT OF BLOOD, ITS NOT ((ALWAYS CONCIOUSLY)), AND IVE READ SOO MANY SELF-HELP BOOKS ITS RIDICULOUS.... I DONT UNDERSTAND....HE DID MENTION THERAPY MIGHT HELP... BUT THIS IS SOMETHING I KNOW IS HARMFUL AND IRRATIONAL, BUT CONTINUES IN DAILY BASIS,.... I GUESS HE FIGURES IM PRETTY MAXED OUT ON MEDS. AND THERES NOT MUCH TO DO AS FAR AS THAT GOES.... JUST SO FRUSTRATED WITH ALL OF IT... DOESNT SEEM LIKE I WILL EVER STOP AND I REALLY AM READY TO STOP.. IF ANYONE HERE HAS DEALT WITH THIS ISSUE I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE ANY FEEDBACK.... PLEASE
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