so it's only been a little over a day since I nearly broke down and yet it seems so distant that I can hardly remember it. I had hoped to make a connection while I had still been vulnerable but I didn't, people that did try I brushed off and now I have no desire to really put forth the effort again.

But this was a rather interesting place, seems like a good thing, and I'm glad I know it's here now. Don't know if I'll be around much though cause I no longer have desire to really share. Who knows, I may yet make a connection somewhere. Thanks to those that tried to help