(((((( Melba )))))))))

Can you maybe use your emotional response right now to find out the root of what you need? There is something missing. You almost can touch it when you are in the process of contacting T. But then it is not right and you feel that. Then you are upset because you may feel that you let yourself down by thinking it was IT. ?

There is a reason why you keep having this cycle. If you can find out the root need, it may help you break the cycle. Big hugs!