Therapy with the wrong therapist often does more harm than good.

Therapy with the right therapist can change your world.

And jsut becasue a therapist is good, and has helped others, doesn't mean that they are right for you.

And jenkins09 is right don't beat yourelf up over something that happend when you were five years old, I think there is a lot more going on, and the RIGHT therapist will be able to help you.

And posting here helps as well, it has helped me, it has helped others, I am willing to bet, it can help you too