((((Yahna and all the jewels))))

Thank you my dear friend for your support, your encouragement, your care, and your love. Your words touched my heart and I hold them very dear to me. Tears filled my eyes as I read your words. I know that you are struggling too yet you reached out and you cared. I hear you and know where you are.

I do so understand the parenting thing. For I am not sure how to parent those within myself. I too was not loved or wanted but as an object. How does an object have feelings? For so long I stayed within that wall where it was safe. Feelings have been silenced for so long and carried by Silence herself. She just stepped forward just a few weeks ago when she knew it was time.

These feelings and emotions go far beyond anything I understand and although they are coming I am fearful of what I do not know. Others within myself are standing strong or at least as strong as they can. I am finding so much fear within myself and I know that those that watch are not finished.

My heart goes out to you and I thank you for giving me the opportunity to be your friend. I am walking this road with all here and we are all working on this together. For when one falls we are all there to help lift them and carry them until they can get their footing once again. But we are also there when one has a victory no matter how small or big. To celebrate that part of themselves that has broken that hold that they once thought none of us would break.

I am honored to have you all walking this path with me. You all give me insite and strength each day to walk forward. I know that I can reach out here and there is all the support and love one could ever need. I am so greatful to you all and everyone here. Thank you for your friendship and love. I love you too. Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps