Like i've mentioned a few times, I don't see a therapist, but go to my P-doc every now again. going in about 2 weeks, and hoping to be able to try our combination of meds for the next 6 weeks. I'm quite happy with what I'm on, just maybe need to up the dosage.
But in the last few days I've felt like I'm on such a rollercoaster, that I just wanted to phone her to book me into hospital. But I feel like I don't have the "guts" to pick up the phone and speak to her.
I'm just worried that when I do go see her in 2 weeks, I'll feel 100% and not be able to explain how terrible I felt when I was down.
And being on a rollercoaster makes it very difficult to know yourself, so I tend to tell myself to just go sleep and in the morning I'll be a totally different person