Hey Stranger2,

No I am not Bipolar- my GP had suggested I COULD be hypo-manic but that was throwen out the window as I do not have all the symptoms. She says I am just severely depressed which I don't think I am.... She is trying to figure it out but no idea though at the moment as I am showen signs of different disorders either I am hyper or I am low and there is no middle to it. My hyper stage is where I am bouncing off of things, talking to myself, speed talking, unfocused and pacing. My low stages are wanting to commit suicide, self hatred, feeling indestructable, self harming etc etc.

I feel like I am a lost cause at the moment as no one know's what's wrong with me at all!!! FRUSTRATING