I'm not sure what I expect from the meeting. I will listen to what he has to say and then see how I feel.
I would like answers to the many questions that had floated through my head and this time I will ask them all.
He may change his mind before then.. I can see him thinking "I don't deserve her" and he's right but it doesn't change what my heart is saying at the moment. I haven't 'missed' him like he seems to have missed me.
I am a different person now than I was back when we were together.

If he does wish to take the second chance I am offering then there is alot of work to be done by him before we could even be more than friends. He needs counselling of some sort.. has to be totally separated from her for a fairly long time.. Not to mention that they couldn't work in the same place anymore.. either he leaves or she does.
Can't have his cake and eat it too.

I can't promise that I wont take him back and I can't promise that I will even still love him when I see him.

I feel in control... the one thing that I wanted was for him to realise his mistake and tell me.. he has done that now and I feel at peace.