You really wanna take the easy way out and cut? Hm. Well, I guess you could, but imagine the pain of letting yourself down after not cutting for over a month. That's all I'm saying.

And good! Come here, vent, be pissed and mad and angry! Yell, cry, scream, use endless amounts of exlamation points. You're getting out your emotions in a healthy way...for that, you should be proud of yourself, cause we're definitely proud of you.