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Old Apr 19, 2010, 11:15 AM
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So I emailed T on Sat night with a post that I had written in the depression forum. It talked about sui thoughts and wishes, and T doesnt really know to what extent I feel ike this. I wanted to let him know what is going on because after last session I felt that he wasn't really "getting" me.

It's now Mon evening, and I havent heard from him, and I feel angry with him. It feels like he doesnt care enough (which is how I feel any way) and that Im not at all important to him. Usually if I email him I am ok (ish) with not getting a response straight away, and we talk about how difficult it is for me to wait for his response, but this time I told him how desperate I feel and that I am really struggling, so I thought he might respond more quickly.

I get that its been the weekend and he might be busy etc, but when I feel that its more important than other emails I have sent, I feel like the way he is with me in t, (ie understanding, accepting, caring etc) is all fake and shows that he is just faking it in there.

So, what do you think- am I being too demanding to want a quicker response. Is my anger an overreaction?
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