Yep ~ ya f-in whoo!

I've expected this day for a couple of years now, especially since we began seeing the moderators one year ago. That doesn't make this time any easier for me though. Why? I don't know.

I'm already in another romantic relationship. Have been for about 9 months or so. But, it's sex. Great sex (which is pretty darn new for me), but that's our main connection. Whip de doo! What kind of life is this?

Seems pathetic and pointless to me. I'd rather have til death do we part, rather than be stuck in a life that has no sense of purpose. No committment. No honor.

Sorry, my mood is obviously pretty darn blue. Not the best time for me to post.

Shez