Thank you shadow.

I called ruth. She has some options. We both hope maybe they will fund some sessions and then at least I will be able to see some way ahead. She also had a suggestion of another T who does sliding scale work who might be able to help, but I don't know if I can go through asking for more help right now. It takes so much out of me to meet with new people, and I just used it all up. It's hard to face again, especially when I don't feel that I am worth it. They obviously didn't. I can't communicate clearly where I am at, or not clearly enough.
C