((((Wepow))))

Thank you dear friend for what you said. It is something we need but are so afraid of at the same time. When will it go away? A question we often ask so many times in many ways. For it seemed it never was attainable or reachable not for us anyways.

We thank you so much for being our friend and for listening. Walking this path together makes it somehow a little easier and sharing with you all somehow feels okay. Our heart is so thankful for each one of you and for the inspiration you have been to all of us.

Today we are quiet and very withdrawn. Something we cannot seem to put into words or maybe we will not right now. Sometimes we try and try to make some sort of sense of things but they never quite make sense, we somehow never quite reach that understanding, or maybe we are not suppose to.

The fact is that right now we are dealing with something that we are finding no answers for. And no way to really tell. For it is not to be told. Finding ones self is something that had to be done in order to move forward but sometimes there are things or people in life that stop us just short of reaching farther, or at least at the moment.

We know we are not making very much sense right now but truth is there is a reason. We are trying and we are fighting to be okay. Sometimes all we can do is hold on and hold on tight. Things will get better right?

Getting a part of yourself that you thought had died behind a wall where somehow it was safe and where the screams and cries were blocked out is really hard to accept but sometimes things in life can come and make it harder. I guess I feel that this is one of those days where we at least got up and put one foot in front of the other so we are doing the best we can.

It is not easy to look at things you hid for so long and know that there was a reason, and that reason being so you could somehow go on. Somehow take another moment, minute, day, year.

Thank you for the hugs and for caring. It is okay that you took care of you, for that is important. Love you. Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps