I'm getting worse and worse and I don't think my T knows what to do with me. I told her the truth. I don't want to get up out of bed, brush teeth, shower, do hair, cook, clean, go to store, appts, nothing! I'm on cymbalta alomost 4 weeks 30 mg and 5 mg abilify. I feel like crap. I'm looking online for studies now for major depression. Found something about electrodes put on your head and stimulating your brain. I am sick of my life. I have ruined it. I feel stuck in this situation. I have nobody no family or friends. I feel like I'm bringing my bf down with me. I just need to vent. I don't know what else to do.