oh man, that sucks. i HATE waiting so much, so so so much.

but like farmergirl said, he probably hasnt even checked his email yet. or maybe he has and he's forgotten to reply (my pdoc does this often - not so bad these days - but he did forget to call me back once when i was absolutely desperate. he was mortified and could only say that he'd just checked 33 voicemails and mustn't have seen my name down in his scribbly handwriting needing a call).

like the others, i'd encourage you to call T. i know how difficult that can be - especially when you've tried to show him a part of you that you don't think he's entirely aware of - but if things are that bad sweetie then you need to be having more immediate contact. something that sometimes helps me when i'm debating whether to call is to ignore all the times pdoc let me down (and i've been with him for 5yrs, so there have been many which spring to mind) and to try and remember all the times he's been there for me (which have been many, many more).

has there been even one instance where you've felt all of Ts compassion and caring has been genuine? hang onto that memory and give him a call .

and keep us posted here, i'm worried about you too.