good luck rainbow . sometimes i debate whether i should reply in your threads or not - your stuff seems to trigger me a lot - and then i'm not sure if i'm being helpful to you or just responding based on my own emotional need. at the same time, i do think i learn a lot from reading the stuff you bring up and how people respond here, so i appreciate that you are so open and willing to put yourself out there.

it's weird because i think you and i essentially face the same problem with attachment - not feeling that it has constancy. but it feels like you cling harder because of that and i take a step away and say "to hell with it then". so i do appreciate your posts a lot, and often i feel compelled to reply, but i'm just throwing it out there again that i'm sorry if my stuff gets mixed up in how i respond and if it isn't helpful. you must tell me if i post manky replies because the last thing i want to do is to harm, not help, you.