(((Renovation)))..Good for you!! Life may get you down but dont let it keep you there! We all have so much to live for, and so much to be grateful for although we may not feel like it. Medication and therapy helps but in the end we have to decide for ourselves to be happy. We have to pursue it and it is not found in the things we have...I do pray your faith brings many blessings your way. You are in my prayers!