I have now been in therapy for 1 yr.
I have taken every drug prescribed to me.
I have followed all directions given to me.
I have cried, screamed, depressed, and become housebound.
I keep hearing that I will get better.
I keep searching for better.
And I keep searching for better.
I want directions to better.
There are no directions to better.
And I ask - how does one find better without directions?
Again no answers - just "you will get better".
Tired.
Fed up.
Anxious.
Ambivalent.
Hopeless.
Does it even matter?
And I guess the biggest question is,
where is better?