this is not good.

she looked like a mom today. (i only glance at T quickly, but I saw)
she sounded like a mom today.
she laughed like a mom today.
she taught me some stuff like a mom today.
she was nice to me like a mom today.

and when she kicked me out, she said she was sorry.

how can I do therapy, if I just want her to be my mom?
i feel so embarrassed.