(((((Solar))))),

Is this your same T or a new prospective one? I think it is GOOD, not . You want a Mom so you are going to want your T to be one. I think that's going to happen with any good T. Can you tell her your feelings? I think it's very important so that she can help you. She won't become a Mom to you but she can give you a lot of nurturing that you need. I know it's scary but it really is good if she's a good T. I hope she is!!!!