i looked up to one of my friends, he said i was his little brother and he would protect me. today he told me " the only reason im dealing with you is because i don't want to deal with you killing yourself"  (
he triggered me so bad.
i don't want to let him win and si, i don't want to let him be important and do something to myself because of him. but if i can't trust my so called brother, i just don't know anymore. this weekend my best friend was a jerk to me AGAIN! but i let it slide and of course when i needed help guess who wasnt there 
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?
he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.
i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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