hi purebugg... great to see you again! Sorry you are going through it with your meds. That stinks. Don't give up though. I believe the symptoms of PTSD are very managable with counseling and drugs. I'm surprised you are not talking about the past though. In order to move past it... you have to move through it in counseling. At least that is my impression of the process. Your counselor knows better than I do. What does your counselor say about being able to get over the past? How do you do that? Sorry to turn questions on you... but trying to give you stuff to ask your counselor if you haven't already asked. Dunno... hope this helps. I'm rambling at this point!