So it looks like one of those times I need to check-in and have a therapy stint. The thing is I've had some crazy to bad experiences with therapists and don't want to go through an annoying and expensive shopping process.

I had the crazy idea of looking up my childhood therapist who I saw from six to sixteen. She is still practicing but is no longer listed as a child therapist and I want to see her anyway, there is a chance she still has a bunch of my old artwork I would love to have.

Is it screwed up to consider her for the therapy I need now? It appeals to me because I already know and trust her. The other part of her appeal is problematic, I know she cares about me. I know that therapists maintain a professional distance but a woman like her does not treat a child for ten years without forming an attachment. I want to see her but I worry about telling her certain things..