(((((Granite)))))

So sorry you're feeling this bad! I'll bet the funeral Saturday was really triggering for you. It's rotten luck that a holiday happens to fall right when you were scheduled for your session. Are you not allowed to call or email your t? Or you just don't feel comfortable doing it because you don't know what to say? Could you just say, "I'm really struggling with alot of things right now. It would help if you would . . .(leave me a short message back) or (give me some tips on how to cope until my session) or (let me know if you have a cancellation or an earlier appointment available?) or whatever it is that you would like from your t that would help you.