Hello {{{{{{{{{{{Purebugg}}}}}}}}

You will get better hun....time is on your side and you can look ahead at tomorrow instead of the past. How long have you been going to counselling? Once you build a trust with him/her open yourself up and talk about the past. Sometimes just getting it off your chest is a big help too. From there you will learn that the rape and childhood abuse was not your fault ....I am sensing that you are still carrying guilt from it?

Guilt is too heavy to carry on your shoulders and talking about it and being re-assured that it wasn't your fault will help you get over the past. You deserve to be happy and not carry this inside.

We are all here for you.


Heather

"Life is the art of drawing without an eraser."
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