I don't know wtf is wrong with me.

Well anyways, my ex called the house today (my parents house) the ex that I was talking about that I felt iffy about seeing.

Well he talks to my sister and comes down to have coffee for about an hour.

I was a bit bummed out hearing this for whatever reason, because why wouldn't she have called me to say guess whose here etc.

I haven't talked to him in a few weeks and I was actually wondering about him today... and then he goes to have coffee with my sister because he was in the area, stayed about an hour then went to take the bus back to where he is staying.

After this I felt that low sinking feeling in my stomache... good ol' depression.

Why would this upset me?

I heard also that within a month he is going back out West, he's bored being here etc.

Guess he broke his promise to his family that he'd stay put for a year.

Maybe it feels like the past is starting up again... he said see you in a year or 2.. etc.

Just feeling weird about it... Should I be?