I'm okay. Despite any personal feelings, I've resolved to print out my post in the Survivors of Abuse forum, so she at least has something to work with. Finally getting it out has helped to desensitize me to it, at least a little. And besides, this is what she does. She works with abused kids for a living. She's got to be able to do something, even if it's just listening and giving basic emotional support. It might be difficult because there's those parts that are pushing away from her with all their might, but I've just got to do it. No harm in trying, right?...Right???