Trigger warning.
I hate this time of year. This week and next week especially. It brings up too many memories and feelings. I want to cut to make the feelings go away. I hate my life. I feel like a failure. Plus add to that I just found out I failed one of my grad school classes. Maybe that is why I can't get a job. Everyone just knows that I'm a failure.

I feel that everyone would be better off without me.

