Lonely251,
There are so many folks here that would love to give you some information.
Dissociative people, I have found, are very kind and concerned and have a plethora of information. But, first welcome to PC and to DD Forum. Have you had a chance to read around the Forum here?
I am just wondering if you would be able to say if your system has been seeing your therapist for a while?
All the best,
Hunny