Honey, please stay strong. Its a bumpy road - I know - but you owe it to yourself to keep focusing on yourself and whats good for you.

Mark is not the guy that would make you happy. That is the bottom line and the most important thing. You will find someone who will be good to you and it will just happen easily.

I am in the same situation - as you know. I miss him so much and there are moments I think my world is tearing a part. But I dont call. I know that if I do I will go backwards. I am workin hard on moving forward. There are a few books that help me. I can msg them to you if you want?

Hugs, and remember - you are special and deserve all the love in the world xxxx