He called me earlier, and he knows that there is something major on my mind, and he don't like the factn that I've been drinking alot, to try and deal with it.

He told me that we're gonna discuss what is going on with me, and to be honest, I'm scared. When I see him (which might be this weekend), I may just run away when I see him, but a part of me wants to be there with him, a big part!!!

He told me on the phone that he was my friend, and that I could come to him about anything that was bothering me. He absolutely hates it if anyone bothers me, he protects me like that, he always asks if there is anyone that is giving me a hard time.

I have the letter that explains everything about us since we met, the things that led me to fall for him. If he felt the same way, my life would be complete, and I wouldn't be so lost and alone.

I wish there was some kind of sign that he felt the same way, because a part of me strongly believes he does ...

...maybe he's scared too ...