I've never been on that med, so I don't know what kind of side effects it can cause. It sucks that you have to choose between feeling better with icky side effects or feeling bad so you don't have the side effects. I wish you the best in making the decision, I would be frustrated too!! Take care!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."