Thank you! My T. is actually in town. I see her every Monday. She is the ONLY one I talk to about my problems. I just don't feel comfortable talking to anyone else.
When I leave her office ( which is a 2 min drive from my home) I always feel I have wasted her time, bugged her with annoying issues, so on and so on. Last week when I left I sat in my car and cried wishing I had another hour. Yesterday I left so mad at myself that I wasted an hour of precious T.time. One hour is just not enough right now. I know she would fit me in if I had the time, but I work from 4:30am until 6:30pm T-F. I would feel too badly if she stayed late to hear me whine.
Part of me just wants to quit all T, PCP, Dietician and pdoc and fight this battle on my own. But I know I could not to that. I would miss my T. so much, I don't think it would help. T is my lifeline when I need to express feelings and she is the only I open up too.
Wow this post is all over the place. I am just so confused. XOXO Be well.