During the day I'm so exhausted, but when it gets closer to night, to the time I should already be asleep, I feel really awake. My schedule keeps changing. Sometimes it's normal, sometimes it's nocturnal, usually its in between. Usually, I fall asleep later and later every day. I definately don't feel happy or like the life of the party like a person with mania would. I can't find words to speak really. My mind is pretty blank. I don't know what it is. Am I half sleeping during the day and that's how I have more energy at night? I don't know....Is my dissociation what is effecting my schedule, because I lose time? Hmmmm....??? I know I have anxiety, but I don't really feel it unless I'm having a panic attack or something.....??? 
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