First, Congrats on the baby and being clean! I know how hard it must be for you. Pill addiction, like any other addiction, is hard to break. But it IS possible. I don't know your belief system but if you are spiritual, I'd suggest going to NA meetings or AA meetings, whichever you prefer. I'd also suggest if you are still hanging around users to get away from them. Hanging around users can be a trigger for you. Stay smart and continue to do whatever you're doing to stay clean. We're proud of you!