First of all, I am glad for the positive responses I've got from exposing my mind and troublesome heart.

To Jax: thx, that gives me hope

To Vulgerlove: Aiming for a short-term sounds difficult, I am afraid of breakups I guess, with all the emotional stress that follows, but anyhow, you can't plan ahead and say that its going to be for the rest of ones life... You are very right though, I gotta slow down and take it as it comes, maybe I have to increase my social skills before I throw myself out into something..
There's this dating site for mentally ill people though in Denmark (Where I am located), and I probably can't help trying to contact one of them if I get too desparate... It's sometimes hard to live in a world without love.