I agree with RR about writting your moods and feelings down... I was sorta in the same spot a few weeks ago only reversed. I was super depressed and couldnt manage to get any work done because I was just spaced out all the time. I called and couldnt get in to see my doctor early ( I would have had to miss work I couldnt afford to miss) but by the time I got to my appt my moods had changed and I felt fine of course fine for me is hypomania but at least the meds keep me from doing things outragous anymore. I get you with the credit card incident. One year in a two month period I bought 6 SIX full blood registered boxer puppies. While living at my mom's house where she said I could not have a dog at all. Oops.. Good luck on your situation and dont feel bad about calling the nurse. She wouldnt have given you her number if she didnt want you to call when you really felt like you needed to.