(((((kasva)))) ((((((anderson))))) (((((Hunny)))))

Thank you for responding. I'm a little embarassed of the above post. I don't really like my parts sharing their thoughts and feelings. Abandonment is obviously a huge issue for me. The "orphan" really felt like she was all alone and no one would want to love her, and if they did it wouldn't last. Things in real life are playing this out right now, so I am having a hard time. Thank you all so much for your support and acceptance. It means so much to all of me. I have therapy shortly and will try to address this. I'm still afraid of what t will think. Acceptance is huge and ..... ok, not needing to feel triggered too much right now, so I am going to stop.
Thank you all, Love to you all!