It wasn't always this way. I was seeing a psychiatrist for over 6 years and everytime I felt at a loss after each session. He made me feel like he wanted me to open up so he "could" betray client server confidecne. This issue made me move onto my own methodism with handling my capabilities to resolve my own internal conflicts. I am here today because if I saw my sych online at least he couldn't reverberate my confidence directly allowing me to retaliate much more effectively. lol