(((((TYPO))))) I just want to say I was in the same boat. It took me 5 t's and over a year with the last one to finally bring up the abuse. But now (even though I am in the middle of finding a new t havent been to one in almost a year now) with all that is going on with me that is something that has less of a hold on my life. soometimes I even forget that it even happened. weird. i still have much to talk about with new t concerning that period of time but the hard part is over for me. just talking about it is so hard but it made me feel sssoooo much better. good luck typo!!